WOW!

So school has started back and its pretty fun...i have to admit it is better then last year, except the scheduling, i could deal with out the AB Block; other then thats its going well. so anyway i havent posted in awhile because im just to lazy to get on...plus ive been busy...but now i gotta leave ill post again later. bye

Everything!

This is by far the most amazing song ever. its called Everything by lifehouse. you really should check out the vid on youtube call Lifehouse Everything Skit. Below are the lyrics to the song. Just read them they are amazing.

Find Me Here.Speak To Me.I want to feel you.I need to hear you.You are the light.That's leading me.To the place where I find peace again.You are the strength, that keeps me walking.You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.You are the light to my soul.You are my purpose...you're everything.How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?You calm the storms, and you give me rest.You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?Cause you're all I want, You're all I need.You're everything,everything.You're all I want your all I need.You're everything, everything.You're all I want you're all I need.You're everything, everything.You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

ok and now for my day.
its the last day before spring break and we did nothing in school today. in Krieger we finished the movie " The Boy in the Striped Pajamas." That movie is super sad but it makes you realize how horrible the holocaust really was and how fast something can go wrong.
In second block we watched part of Anchorman and watched the last part of the Ringer...so we did nothing...
In third block we walked for 20 min or so and then we sat and listen to ipods...nothing new there
In fourth block we went to the middle school and helped with their music and mr roberts cant conduct..that about it...hope you enjoyed it

Life's Curve Ball

Hmmm...life has thrown a curve ball and i couldnt stop it. Of course who can stop life...no one. God can help everyone who asks him for help and he has calmed me through this personal storm, but i wish he would make it go away. I mean maybe it has happened for a reason but i cant understand that reason. It has been happening over a period of 2 years and it will not go away...im lost and i dont know what to do or how to handle it anymore...i wish i did. I just feel alone but i know im not because i have God and friends..i also have Ian who is a major help in all of this...hes always there by my side when i need him.

School life is going very well. I love Mrs. Kriegers class because she makes it so much fun. Its not like some old boring english class ive had before. We watched a movie called the Freedom Writers and it made me think about how much a single person can affect a group of people in such a positive way. That movie really makes you think about people and the situations they live in. Even if some people seem like they have the perfect life, it may not be true. They could be putting on an act so everyone thinks they are pretty and perfect. Well thats enough for now; i might write later but idk

i hate being sick.

for all i care sickness can go die in a hole forever. that would make the world a much happier place. being sick has ruined my whole weekend and it sucks. so ive just been sitting at home laying on the couch and dozing on and off. ive also been txting and watching the lord of the rings and just taking it easy, what else is there to do. i was gonna go to church today but i had a fever so my mom said i couldnt go. i dont really know what to write about....im just complaining about being sick...what fun is that to read about..ok well im done...i might write more later idk.

Ok...its saturday and im bored. How crappy is that?! I just finished my english paper but i still have to read the book we were assigned; which is actually not that bad of a book. Its called Night. I wish i would have something else to do besides being on yahoo, myspace, facebook, youtube, txting, and blogspot. Dont get me wrong i love the internet but it gets boring kinda fast...at least for me it does...especially when i could be doing something better! im hoping i can go out tonight but im not sure it all depends on two things...one if ian gets home and two if my mom lets me...thts the only bad thing about being 15 parents still decide what you do for the most part. i love my mom to death shes just kinda controlling sometimes but its for good reasons i guess lol...so now im just sitting in my grandmas house bored out of my mind wishing i could talk to someone but i cant lol...also it would be nice if i could do something to keep my mind occupied since i have a very active mind. Reading works sometimes but not all the time and my mind is going at about 1000 mph. im just very excited for tomorrow to come. and then theres just other crap going on and its all just annoying...school is fine i guess lol.. well im gonna go i might post later if i feel like it...
see ya..

Honors English

Ok well im just sitting here in honors english class and its about 9:23. we just got done taking a eoct test thing on the internet and i made like a 89 or someting idk.....but its a good grade so idc. now im just sitting here in class while other ppl are finishing their test and i already checked my email so im good to go. I cant get on myspace or facebook(which i need to do badly) so im just on here...i gotta ask krieger how to work this blog site better lol im still figuring it out...but ill ask sometime when i get the chance i hope she can get me out of drivers ed since im not driving today but she never does lol oh well...i just sit there and read,txt, or listen to my ipod. so its gonna be another boring day, excpet band...thts never boring...i love playing its so much fun so there for its not boring haha...ok well this computer only has 14% battery left so im gonna let it charge for 3rd block lol

Night at Maegans house.

It has been a good day! English started out great and ended great, drivers ed was boring and Mrs. Krieger didnt get me out of it like she said she would grrr...., health was just a free day so all we did was txt and talk and walk lol, then finally band came...we had a sub today(and yesterday) so we played for like 15 mins and then we talked and goofed off the rest of the time haha it was amazing. So then when the bell rang i went to the attendence office and went home w/ maegan and i sat around while she cleaned...i felft bad after i didnt help her...but i made it up by cooking most of dinner lol...we had spagatti and it was the first time i have ever cooked for real haha it was fun. After dinner we watched mamma mia and ate popcorn...then we were on and off the computer and back on lol...so here we are just sitting around txting ppl and watching tv..so thts all for now ill ttyl

Boring afternoon.

Yeah its a really boring afternoon. Not having TV sucks and i hate it. Ive done all my hw for english so i have nothing to do. I have only 6 tabs up at the moment but i could have more if i wanted to lol. No one is home either so i cant call anyone so its just a really boring afternoon haha. Yeah well im gonna try to find something to do to occupie my time so yeah ttyl.